Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in dannyplay's LiveJournal:

Sunday, August 9th, 2009
12:35 am	Where's My Fairytale Ending? I don't get it. Honestly I don't. I should be happy, but I'm not. Instead I'm at home, doing nothing, except driving myself nuts trying to figure out something for me to do. I've got people telling me I don't want to do anything without a certain someone, and I've got that certain someone that acts like she doesn't want me around half the time. Yeah. I've got such a great life... (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 20th, 2008
7:37 pm	My Life... My life. What can I say about it right now other than it sucks. No one understands what I'm feeling, no one can understand how frustrated I am, and no one seems to even give a damn about how low down shitty I feel right now. No one can understand how I'm feeling right now. It's almost Christmas, and yet, I've not no job, no money, and it just seems like I can't turn towards anyone for support. I feel like lashing out at anything and anyone that even comes close nowdays. There's a line in a song that goes "Somedays I'm a super bitch. Up to my old tricks. But that won't last forever." Sometimes I feel that way. Ready to crawl back into my emo shell. As much as I try hard not to do so, it just feels more and more comfortable to be back in that shell. I hate this. I spend most of my days at home, hoping that my little ventures around town will prosper and I end up finding a job sometime soon. But, who am I kidding. I don't think anyone would bother to hire a useless lump like me. I can just hope that everything will get better in time. Hopefully I can stay sane until that day. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 3rd, 2008
7:50 pm	Trials And Tribulations... Yesh. That's me. It feels like everything in my life right now is nothing but a huge trial basis. I've been struggling to save money for years on end, and it doesn't work, I'm working my ass off between two stores, and I can't get paid enough, and to top it all off, I've got no money saved for the wedding. I can't stand it anymore. I feel like just vanishing off the face of the earth for a little bit until I can get things sorted out, but I already know that will never happen. It feels like I'm loosing whatever sanity I have left. I get irritated by the littlest of things, I can never concentrate on anything, and frankly, I'm falling back into a world of not caring. I have friends around me that are fighting constantly. Two of them even refuse to speak to each other. Don't ask me why. I find more comfort in my video games and my girlfriend than I do anything else. I don't want to be bothered with it, nor do I feel like giving a crap. And that's bad. Worse yet. I swear I have an undiagnosed case of ADD. I can't keep my attention focused on one thing for more than a few minutes before it all starts sounding like the teacher from the Charlie Brown cartoons. I really wish I could say that things were going rather swimmingly. Frankly, things are just going more and more to shitville, and I'm not sure how to stop it. I really wish I had salvation, but I don't know where to find it. (Comment on this)
Friday, December 29th, 2006
7:47 pm	If Nothing Else Matters, Then Let This Be The One If anything, I hope that this is the one. I prey to any deity that will hear me to not let me screw this up. I truely love this girl, and I'm always afraid that I'll do something wrong to loose her. It always seems that I keep doing things wrong, and it just stresses me out. I'm not sure of what to do anymore. I can't relax at home, I can't relax when I go out, and even then, I always end up having to do something. I'm not sure of what to do anymore. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 13th, 2006
8:53 pm	I'M GETTING MARRIED IN A YEAR AND A HALF! Yes! Me! So, why am I so nervous about it? (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 17th, 2006
12:01 am	Ok. Seriously. This is irritating... That's ok. Hardly anyone really reads this anyway. It's strange though. I never really thought I'd feel so down. I mean, life's ok, better with Chelsea in it, but yet, everything seems so black and white. Almost like I'm watching life through a faded glass mug, while on novacane... Wish I could figure out what's wrong this time. It seems like I keep finding myself more and more down and depressed the more and more happy I should be. Maybe I'm missing something, some sort of clue that I should know about. I dunno. Maybe it's all just in my mind. For those that know me, not that there's probably many, but I've got journals on both Blogger and Myspace, but I find myself updating the blogger just to keep everything on there. I dunno. Here, I seem to post a little more, although most of it is just rambling... Anyone ever notice that when you go out with friends, you always come home with some sort of cold or something? Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Summercamp - Nowhere Near (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 8th, 2006
11:02 pm	Concert I went to my first concert! It was kind of cool, although I didn't like the idea of sitting on the ground. It was fun going with Chelsea, Eriq and Kadian, it was nice spending time with Chelsea on my birthday. Even Jenna and Jasmine from the Queen K store was there. That was cool also. Got to see Pennywise, Hot Hot Heat, and Hoobastank. I had fun. I'm glad I had fun. I just hope that I get to see another concert someday that doesn't need to have us sitting on the ground. lol Just for the record, Chelsea is my loving girlfriend, the one pure thing that makes my life worthwhile. Eriq and Kadian are a couple of my friends, and Jenna and Jasmine are a couple of friends that work for the same company that I work for. Current Music: Goodnight, Goodnight - Hot Hot Heat (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 6th, 2006
10:58 pm	Yeah... Ok. Usually I don't bother posting here, but I didn't want to have my journal seem empty. There's not much that anyone needs to know about me, but just know that I'm a part of a LJ group called Desert Mayhem. If anyone wants to join, just click here. http://community.livejournal.com/desert_mayhem/ Yeah. That's the reason why I got this LJ. Oh, before I forget. Anyone that needs to know anything about me, can get the info here. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=19416292 And yes, I'm a big fan of Miho from Megatokyo, and no, I'm not a girl. There. That should answer all questions. (Comment on this)